At the end of your rope, out of options.
You had every right to act out the way you did.
I am not upset.
Please forgive me for allowing my demons
to show themselves so blatantly.
I am not a monster.
Years of self destruction and self loathing
have left me frail, confused and fearful.
I am not a man.
After all that has happened, my apologies
most certainly mean little to nothing.
But know, in my heart, I am eternally sorry.
For my words, my actions, my lies, my faults.
I have loved you like no man in the history of the world
has ever loved a woman, will ever love a woman.
You have renewed hope in me.
For that, I am eternally grateful.